I'm old enough to know not to fall in love with a voice on the radio.

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eh heh heh, I have no idea what the fuck I am talkin, this awkward, Awkward turtle
blackbluesock
It's weird to think how to go about that this. But really, I guess I want to just set things right to the best of my abilities before I go off to college, and even if your response is "He doesn't deserve it."--well, I disabled my comments, so that makes it hard, but still, it's just the right thing to do. I'm sure what motivates this myself to be honest. Maybe discovering that I blackened someone's name by accident--saying that he cheated on his girlfriend when he didn't. Maybe it's after the Katherine stuff, and the mini hell I went through before I graduated.

Last summer, when stuff went down between Michael and I, I was very angry, and pretty much just wanted to get back at him any way I could, which meant repeating whatever I heard other people say, regardless of whether it was true or not. That continued on, due to my decaying mental state that came to a head in May and was fixed with proper medication, and which I was able to gain control over my anger.

I also said that Michael raped me. Except to be honest, the situation that occurred was very complicated, and calling it rape is the wrong way to explain what happened.


I just wanted to hurt him. And I regret that things went to the length he did. I mean, maybe Michael did wrong things, but that doesn't excuse me behaving poorly, you know? I didn't need to make a public deal of the whole thing and let the whole world know.

I guess that's all I have to say.

Swag
blackbluesock
Ah, Christmas. I have a migraine, but nothing too bad, and just want to call Daniel sometime this afternoon, otherwise a family day.

The swag list
$5
Pink Pajamas with...gnomes on them.
Stuff Diego from Ice Age
Christmas Socks
Game Informer
The New Mario Game (o.O Wows.)(for all)
Wii Fit Plus (for all)
Jeans
Hiking Socks
New Gloves
Nail File
$35 target giftcard
Night at the Museuem: Battle of the Smithsonian
Confessions of a Shopholic
30 Rock Season 1
Big Bang Theory Season 1
Glee Soundtrack part 1
NCIS Soundtrack

Icon Dump
blackbluesock
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Writer's Block: Name that tune
blackbluesock
Is there any song you'll never grow tired of hearing? If so, what is it, how long have you loved it, and why?


Love Story by Talyor Swift

When We Were Young by The Killers

I listen to those a lot, and they never get old. Not even Love Story. Both make me think of Daniel and I, and I relate so much to Love Story, except the part about things being hard. But other things, such as "You were Romeo and I was a Scarlet Letter." and then "I love you, and that's all I really know." Haha, doesn't everyone say that? There's other things such as "you'll be the Prince and I'll be the Princess." I ALWAYS wanted to be the Princess. Also, the song has a really magical feel to it, and a really nice tune. I don't give a crap what you think about Swift, this song is something else.

Eh heh heh <3

my bliss stage profile
blackbluesock
Here's how it works.

Stat your current Bliss, Trauma, and relationships to four people on your friends-list in terms of Intimacy, Trust and Stress, in Bliss Stage game terms.

Then ask those people to do the same.

Note - I will not be held responsible for the fallout when you reveal an Intimacy 5 ('we had sex to get closer') relationship to someone who doesn't want that to be public knowledge. Pick who you're statting accordingly.

Bliss: 66-All those relationship breaks

Trauma: 2

Relationships

Montichu 4/4-My comforting anchor, and the best thing that's ever happened to me. Not that I'm worried about rushing anything with him, I feel like we have all the time in the world. Little over three months, and we're still getting over awkward bumps, but at this point I feel like I can talk about anything with him. Once we get past those awkward bumps, it'll be 4/5.

Cjblackwing 3/2-I feel like we're drifting apart. I guess that's what happen when boyfriends enter the equation? Also nanowrimo. I'm happy she's happy, though. And she's had my back a lot of times.

LadyTemaraire 3/3-I actually feel like we've gotten a lot closer over the summer and into the school year.

i_the_fangirl 3/2-My GM. =D A good guy, although sometimes it's hard to keep his focus on something.

Writer's Block: Twilight becomes you
blackbluesock
Have you seen New Moon? If so, how do you think it compared to the book? Was it better or worse than Twilight? Please, no spoilers!


No, I haven't, but I want to see it despite hating Twilight.

Why?

Those werewolves are freaking sexy.

I really don't know love at all
blackbluesock
Guess who's hopefully have a Nanoha A's marathon this weekend...

Guess who also have the best boyfriend ever...

Me. :D

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bitchplz, beatrice
blackbluesock

Doing a quick rundown on all the possible suspects of Umineko and whether I think that's possible or not. I'll probably crosspost this to the blog.

Krauss- I'm split on this. In one view, he already is set up to inherit the money and has no reason to kill the family, in the other, it may be possible to inherit the money.
Natushi-She definitely has motive, having no blood ties to the family, but after her role in Episode 1, I think she's a huge red herring.
Jessica-Doesn't have it in her.
Eva- Thanks to a split personality, I might believe this. However, as badly as Eva wants to inherit the money, I think her bark is worse then her bite. Especially as she's presented as the murderer in episode 3. However, following on of my theories (see George and Shannon), I'd believe that she snapped after George's and her husband's death and went insane.
Hideyoshi-Doesn't have in him.
George- I strongly believe that he and Shannon have had something to do with the murders, my guess is in episode 4. Their relationship is just so boring. Why? Simple. I WILL BE WITH SHANNON AT ANY COST, LOL. Further evidence? He is remarkably calm over his father's death. My guess is his death in this arch is a suicide, which sets off Eva.
Rudolf- Has the skill, and wants the money. I kinda doubt he has it in, but I'm not sure.
Kyrie- Is a very likely suspect. I'm willing to bet she had something to do with the first arch. Kyrie has mostly been a background character, but we finally see in Episode 3 that she has a lot of anger, and not afraid to act on it. She also at least has motive for killing Battler, and possibly her own husband.
Rosa- Needs the money, and has a temper. I think she may be a bit of a red herring BUT I do believe she had something to do with the murders in the second arc. Not without aid though.
Maria-While she's messed up, I don't think she's that messed up. She just wants her mommy to love her and to be a witch.
Genji-I think all the servents except Shannon were in on a plot in Episode 2, maybe with or without Rosa. However, a dispute emerged between everyone else and Kanon leading to a bloody battle to which Shannon found out about, and had to be killed. Alternatively, Kanon could have escaped then killed Shannon and George.
Nanjo-Has motive in that he needs the money. See Genji.
Ghoda-See Genji
Kanon-See Genji
Shannon-Continuing from George, Shannon is the one killed by accident on the theory Battler presents. However, it's possible she doesn't die right away/fakes her death somehow, but later she does somehow die. So either George kills her, George and Shannon are locked into a suicide pact, or she dies and then George kills himself.
Kumasawa- She kills everyone for being prettier finding other people prettier then her. In truth? See Genji.
Kinzo-He's waaaay too into that occult stuff to resort to actual murder. He'd do some hokey spell to try to kill everyone.
Battler- Doesn't have it in him.
Anyone else-It's one of the orginal 18
Mackeral- Damn mackeral.
WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT, WITCHES DID IT?- And aliens. Really, I wish it was this, but it can't be that easy. ^_^
 


Trick or Treat
blackbluesock

1) Create a graphic (200 x 200 max size) to represent your personal "candy". It should have your username on it, but otherwise can feature whatever you want. Make it something special since it's self-representative.
2) Make a post with the subject "trick or treat?". Put your "candy" somewhere in it, and be sure to repost these instructions.
3) Then, go around other people's LJs and reply to them with either "trick" or "treat". If you reply with "trick", they will give you an LJ dare that you have to perform before taking their candy. If you're too wimpy for that, simply say "treat" and take their candy.
4) List all your collected candies in your original "trick or treat?" post to show off your collection, being sure not to direct-link!

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blackbluesock
SO I WROTE A HETALIA/BLISS STAGE CROSSOVER. I blame Elliot.

Taiwan anchors China
America anchors Japan
France anchors England

Although I guess this doesn't make much sense if you don't share the idea I do that China and Taiwan have a very strained relationship

Anyway, if anyone wants to read--This is rough and unedited
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